Bianca..I promise.

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12/22/11--11:31: celestual-healing: “Damn, that bitch skinny as hell. I can see her heartbeat.” lmaaooo (chan 1811176)

celestual-healing:

“Damn, that bitch skinny as hell. I can see her heartbeat.”

lmaaooo




12/23/11--06:54: 18-15n-77-30w: ladyspeakstheblues: no longer ashamed. yes, i... (chan 1811176)





18-15n-77-30w:

ladyspeakstheblues:

no longer ashamed.

yes, i have thick, big, curly hair that i don’t know what to do with. yes, i got big lips & my eyes aren’t a unique shade of green. yes, i have breast that aren’t the perkiest. yes, i have belly with a pouch. yes, i have hips that were never able to fit on the school yard swings. yes, i have an ass that with dents and isn’t perfectly rounded. yes, i do have thighs that never parted. yes, i have long crooked legs. and last but not least yes, i have feet that are big and use to produce lots of sweat :) and even through all of my flaws i am not ashamed. this is i.

you exist in perfection queen.

http://18-15n-77-30w.tumblr.com: *sigh*




12/23/11--08:05: Photo (chan 1811176)






12/23/11--08:22: me. (chan 1811176)





me.




12/23/11--08:29: "i am not tragically colored" (chan 1811176)

“i am not tragically colored”

- Zora Neale Hurston


12/23/11--08:31: Shit (chan 1811176)

i gotta stop being mean to my baby …. i feel so bad afterwards cos i love him so fucking much… i just be bitchin sometimes.. and i know it..




12/23/11--09:56: OMG (chan 1811176)

THE MOVIE IS CALLED “Atlantis The Lost Empire” OHHHH SHITTTT! I FUGURED IT OUT!!! SUCK MY ASSS!!! im soooooooooooooooo tryna get that movie stat! (i bin tryna figure this shit out 4 about a year.. all i could see in my minds eye is like a blue stone and indigenous people with painted faces and white/grey hair)




12/23/11--09:59: Photo (chan 1811176)






12/23/11--11:15: day b4 break! (chan 1811176)



















day b4 break!




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12/23/11--11:30: mo piks (chan 1811176)













mo piks




12/24/11--12:01: And He Gets The Girl: I'm the biggest hypocrite and i know it (chan 1811176)

And He Gets The Girl: I'm the biggest hypocrite and i know it:

makehersmile:

(When I’m the Driver)

• “Bitch move the fuck out the way”
• “Somebody get this fat bitch out the street”
• “Bitch you think you’re immortal? Walk yo saggy titty in front of my car and see don’t I do you like Brandy did that white bitch!!!!!”

(When I’m the pedestrian)

• “Go ahead bitch,…




01/11/12--13:02: *gets on tumblr* (chan 1811176)

*scrolls down dashboard for a few*

*thinks to self*

“oh… i didnt even check to see if i had any messages..oh yeah probably because i suck and chances are i don’t have any in the first place”

*keeps scrolling*




01/15/12--18:35: Bianca is awesome. (chan 1811176)




01/20/12--08:15: Thursday January 19, 2012 9:32 am.. It was a cold day.. (chan 1811176)

yesterday at 9:32 am (thursday january 19 2012) i took the first abortion pill.. no side effects except for the tears and the fact that i felt like shit.

now i have to take the next 4 that i put in my cheek for half an hour.. then the pain beging. 
I read some reviews online that it was a horrible expirience pretty much and so now im scared shitless…

the only reason i got the abortion was because i just had a baby girl five months ago and im only 16..  I can’t bear the thought of having another one, and watching my belly get big, and deal with the stares all over again…i just cant.

and the doctor, yesterday was like “once you take this, there’s no going back”

and she put it in my hand… and it fell into my lap.. i was so nervous.. and i just took it.

and as it went down my throat the tears just started falling.. 

and all i can think about is a little baby boy…my little baby our little baby boy and the fact that khae could have had a sibbling.

and so here i am.. sitting on the couch waiting for these pills to disintegrate, in my cheek, and the cramping and clotting to start.

so here i am.. the second day of thousands that i feel this sickening regret.

you dont need to judge me. 

i do quite enough already.




01/21/12--19:39: secret confession; (chan 1811176)

I have a thing for quiet white boys with long hair…  -____- .. im so serious.




01/25/12--09:49: Khae<3 (chan 1811176)





Khae<3




01/25/12--11:28: Photo (chan 1811176)